Lunch Alone

So there was this primary student girl who came to the restaurant where I was having lunch in. She ordered her food then resumed with her gadget. The food came she proceeded to eat. She was alone. I thought she was so independant and wondered where her parents were.

The next day she came out of a 4x4 with her elder sister and her mom (maybe). She came to the restaurant as usual. The previous question answered. But where did her mother and sister had gone to?

I finished my lunch and paid via boost. I got into my car. Then I saw her mom and sister in a restaurant next to the restaurant where the girl was. They were eating nasi ayam. That explains it. The girl prefered delicious meat to chicken.

The end.

Day Dreaming.

Alone is peaceful. Here I am trying to write something out. Trying to keep the nerve cells active. Tun M said if you do not use your brain, you could become senile. But I wonder if day dreaming could do the same effect on the brain. I mean day dreaming give you peace but could it prevent senility?

Just watched a Makoto Shinkai movie this morning and it gave a deep impact on me. I love MS animated movies besides Hayako Miyazaki's. The tedious details they do to their animations are second to none. Even Disney could not top them. HM usually uses classical era while MS takes on the contemporary settings.

The time will come...

...when I'd find someone who does not afraid to love me back.

Dormant Love

It's been dormant for quite some time... it's gonna be active again...

Keeping it practical

I mean, I see people tend to buy large cars, expensive cars. What's the purpose? It will all end up in jams. I've my k-car for 10 years now. I can do other things with the extra money that I now get. At times I must admit it, I do have the urge of buying a four by four myself, but the traffic congestion always turns me off.

By the way, I have my scooter for more than a year now, and it is most appropriate to be used especially in Kota Kinabalu where the jams are 24/7 especially in peak hours. With it, I could make it 30 minutes what a car would take 2 hours time with. The only downside of it is of course rainy days.

Hari Berlalu

Here's another one...

Hari Berlalu

Kecilku sehening suasana

Wajah-wajah ceria bersilih menjenguk tingkap minda

Kata kehendakku seringkas tangisan

Seingatku

Hari berlalu...

Perjuangan pertama mengorak langkah

Tak mudah kata kaki kecilku

Namun tuturku antara fasih

Persis kata orang tuaku

Hari berlalu...

Didikku tak seceria gembira

Teman tak mengungkap ertinya

Ke sekolah bagai ke neraka

Sentiasa ku sertakan doa

Harapanku

Hari berlalu...

Suka duka mewarnai remajaku

Kisah pahit seakan berulang

Walau yang manis berjaya menyerlah

Namun semuanya hanya seketika

Sebab ku pasti

Hari berlalu...

Andaiku setakat itu pencarian ilmu

Fakta hidup mendorong capaiku

Kadang menang kadang pasrah

Membina matangku

Kepasrahan lalu menambah tikaku

Hari berlalu...

Tanpa kasihNya

Pastinya tak mampu ku ke detik ini

Walau masih sedetik dua

Ku tau Dia tetap selamanya

Walau sehebat mana

Hari berlalu...            Wod. Thursday, January 28, 1999.

Ku 'Kan Kembali

I thought I should share this... I penned this during my college days...

KU KAN KEMBALI

Sekian lama berada di sisi ibu dan ayah

Pahit manis, tawa tangis pasti dilalui bersama

Tak terlintas di fikiranku kan berpisah

Namun tiba masa untukku mengorak langkah

Berjuang tuk masa depan yang cerah

Tuk ibu dan ayah kulafazkan kesyukuran

Atas kasih sayang mereka yang tulus dan murni

Raut wajah mereka jelas mengukir sedihnya satu perpisahan

Yang padanya juga terserlah satu pengharapan

Kelak diriku kembali bertemankan sebuah kejayaan

Tidak terukur dalamnya kasih Ilahi

Sertai dan urapi perjuangan suci hambaMu ini

Juga kepada ibu dan ayah tika melayani

Ku pasti suatu hari nanti aku kan kembali

Mengecap semula kasih sayang sejati

Di perantauan mengejar satu kejayaan

Bebanan kalanya menggusar keterampilan dan keimanan

Namun ku pasrahkan segalanya dalam tangan Tuhan

Pasti sehari nanti semuanya kan berlalu

Semoga ku kembali bersama ayah dan ibu.        Wod. Thursday, March  26, 1998